This time round journal to Sabah

This time, it’s a really special trip back to my homeland, Sabah. Not just that had a ‘special heart surgery’ before heading back to Sabah, but my eyes’ been open wide!

Parents’ always the best! They have actually always been there wherever I was around, and during childhood time, I don’t actually realize that, thinking that they just gave me total freedom to do whatever I like then, but found out that it was my dad who actually discover me having the music talent and music sense in me! Not that I realized till today and will not realized if I don’t have the chance to have a really good chat and memories recall during this round of trip!

But for what my memories inside was that, between mom and dad, we don’t actually communicate a lot inside the house, our house is full of silence. Cause I would lock myself in my room and do my own stuff, and my parents won’t take any concern of what I am up to.

Instead, now all these silence will fades away as I do have a lot of fun and cool childhood memories inside me. Remembering how I really imagine myself playing piano in front of my study desk when I was about 7! It’s been quite some time I did that, then, my parents took the initiative to let me learn music when I was 9. And actually they are really proud of me when seeing me performing or in a competition on stage, the smile on their faces showed the satisfaction they have inside their heart!

But during my secondary time, I don’t actually felt it, I even felt that they kind of ignorant to me. And it’s all about my way, my will. But really, they let me do it my will, my way. But not until this time round, had a great time with my family, I am proud of my family! Really proud of my family!! Because they truly know what’s inside their son and secretly guide him and pull him up in all ways to ensure that their son shines!!

Writing this down is to honor my parents!! Love you mom and dad!! And really thankful for everything!!